Eternal LoversHe needed her kissShe longed for his touchHe wanted to hold herThats not asking for muchSo distant they wereBut so close were their heartsThe feelings they felt made upFor their time spent apartThey spoke every dayBut the lonely nights got longerAll the wrong words saidOnly made the love grow strongerPeople told her it was not realThey told her it wouldnt lastBut she knew he truly loved herShe could not put him in the pastShe called him late one nightBut he never answered the phoneHe was always there for her beforeWhy had he left her alone?She tried to call him backAs thoughts ran through her mindShe was afraid he was with someone elseShe did not want him to leave her behindThe next day he did not callKnowing he had treated her wrongThinking of what he did the night beforeLeft him depressed all day longShe sat there crying in the darkAs he did the same two thousand miles awayHe picked up the phone and dialed four numbersBefore he realized he had nothing t
The One I HateI'm torturedI'm tortured by you everydayWith your abuse and crueltyYou abuse me mentally and physicallyYour cruelty can only be measured by the devilI hate youYou don't know itYou think with abuse comes a better childYour wrongYou just need to understand and except meFor meNot beat and mistreat meWith that all you get Is an even worserebellious childevery time you yellevery time you screamevery time you beat meI want revengeEvery time it makes me want to do it againEven more just to piss you offEvery blow I takeEvery mistake I makeEvery word that is beaten into meMakes me strongerSoonI'll be bigger and stronger than youYou won't be able to break meI'll be to strongMy soul filled with hatredWill be unleashedYou will see how I really feelYou will know and feel the pain I've withstoodFrom the little good and kind childTo the monsterYou have createdA teen filled with hate and evilYou have damaged me foreverI will never be what you want me to beYou are
Continuing OnThe racism stopping me in my tracksAs I walk through the white landThe anger overwhelms meAs I continue onScreaming, yelling and shoutingDiscrimitory remarksThey hurt, but I try to ignore itHow can you ignore something that occurs everyday?I still continue onThey throw sticks and rocksMany hit and cut meI don't look backI continue onJust as I'm about to snapA kind white hand reaches to meMy black hand holds onWe are oneI now know there is love in the worldBut, the racism continues onWe walk and talk and play togetherWe push our way through the hatredWe move forward togetherThrough the discriminationThrough the racismThrough the hateAnd now,Through the free landWE continue on
Twisted EmotionsWhen i look around,I see nothing but loneliness.When i feel loneliness,I want to cry but cant.When i want to cry.I feel anger and pain.When i feel anger and pain.I feel shame.When i feel shame,I want to Scream.When i want to scream ,I try to find what i am feeling.When i try to find what my feelings are.I find nothing but worthlessness and hate.When i find all of these things inside.I feel nothing but all of these things inside fighting against one another and then even have more hate. Hate for myself that i cant even think right.Then the thinking even gets worse, bad enough that i go and scream it all away.Then what do i have left?I only have that demon inside smiling at me from within.The feared, shameful, guilty, abandoned, terrorized, helpless, worthless, lonely me.