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My Broken HeartIt's been awhile since you broke my heart
I gave it to you and you tore it apart
I just don't know why I still feel the way I do
For just some odd reason I can't stop loving you
You may have changed me, and not for the best
But you'll always be with me until my heart rests
Outside I may be hiding what I really feel
But inside I'm waiting for my life to heal
I'll never forget all the love that you led
But I will remember all the lies that you said
One wish that I have is that you did care
So I can believe that it all was once there
You're over me now, but I am not
True love's forever if you haven't forgot
So many questions that remain unspoken
What my heart could feel is now simply broken
I've tried to say it's over and you're not worth it anymore
I wanna know why, but you just simply ignore
I wish I had the guts to ask and tell you the things in my head
But I don't so I'll just forget you instead
I'll keep telling myself to get over you
But only God knows why that's something I can't d
Love's CurseShe couldn't stand the silence,
She couldn't stand the tears,
She couldn't stand her life,
After only sixteen years.
He was her entire world.
She gave him all she possessed,
He did the same in return,
They were thought to be obsessed.
Their love couldn't be reached,
Couldn't be touched by any other,
They were all they needed,
They only wanted each other.
From two they became one,
They made each other whole,
They filled each other's voids,
They filled each other's souls.
Everything was perfect,
Everything was great,
Till one damning day,
They were told they'd have to wait.
Her parents were moving her,
To a distant place,
They'd be torn apart,
Couldn't see each other's face.
They swore they'd make it work,
Vowed to stay together,
Didn't care about the distance,
They'd be together forever.
She gave it all she had,
She did her very best,
But he still slipped away,
He didn't pass the test.
While she was thinking of him,
He had found another,
He said he couldn't do it,
He talked it over with
Just FriendsDo you know how much it kills me to see you with her?
Especially because she's my best friend.
I've loved you for three years now.
I blew it the first.
The second we were friends, but you were hers.
And you remained so in the third
You two broke up and continued to be best friend for a year.
You two you talk everyday,
Like we used to.
You hang out constantly,
Like we used to.
You kiss passionately,
Just like we used to
I miss you so much.
But what kills me the most is you two are hugging and kissing and I'm just there watching, in pain.
Also knowing that we will only be best friends and nothing more.
There was a time a little while ago that I thought you had feeling for me,
I was stupid and didn't take the opportunity,
But I guess I didn't realize, it would be the last.
Because you two are inseparable.
And I'm left watching my two best friends together,
Knowing I will never have you.
Because you are one,
And no matter what I do I will be hurting someone,
But I'm mostly killing myself.
The Perfect NightThe darkened sky presented a full moon,
And your face was illuminated by its rays of light.
You gently ran your fingers over my stomach,
As I heard stories of the life you were trying to fulfill.
Eventually our lips drew closer,
The fire in my heart was burning brighter
Than the millions of stars pictured in the night sky.
The air was cold, but you kept me warm,
Because you held me so close to your body, and I felt safe…
As the sun was rising, you took my hand,
Before leading me to your room…
I fell asleep next to you in the early hours of the morning,
As I listened to all my favourite songs,
Being played by you on your guitar…
Goodbye AbuseThe paper again blank,
From words i cannot say
I guess i just got scared,
After what you did today
I'm sorry that i spoke,
And I'm sorry that i cried
But, please listen,
For once believe I've tried
Tonight was just so horrible,
And again i felt the sting,
Of a thousand pounding fists
Hammering against my skin
" Please don't hit me again,
It really hurts my head"
But you don't even notice,
You'll just beat me till I'm dead
Never have you been around,
To comfort me from pain
Instead you use forceful hands,
Only proving you more insane
My heart is bleeding inside,
My face stained black and blue
I really hate lying to them,
For the abusive things you do
People are starting to wonder,
If my excuses are real
Many lies I've told them all,
Of the bruises that won't heal
"Falling over, tripping up,
Even walking into the door,
Playing sports on the weekend
And slipping on the floor"
I have no more heart
To cover up your dirty lies
I tried my best to listen,
To be quiet, and to hide
But after yea
EyesWhen I look through your eyes I see endless tears of passion,
Your heart has merely been a play toy for all you've known.
Your broken heart, broken by all,
but claimed to be loved by many.
Your mind ponders the meaning of life,
but hasn't come up with a clue.
Through long days and miserable nights,
You have come to conclusion no one is here for you.
As I hold your hand I let you know I understand, and that I'll always be here for you.
Love and FreedomDo you want me? What's the matter?
You're afraid some door will close?
You want the scent without the rose?
The moans of love without the chatter?
You think our love might be a tomb,
The only exit through my pain?
You'd rather put things off again
To give your fantasies some room?
You think: she's great, but in a while
I might get bored? Or something better,
Filling out a tighter sweater,
Might flash me a quick come-on smile?
You don't want to be tied just yet
To just one future, just one kiss?
You think about all you might miss
And hold out for a better bet?
Well, fine! But then why do you haunt
Me like a jackal night and day?
Why, when my interest seems to stray,
Are you so sure of what you want?
Why, when I dare so much as laugh
At some guy's jokes, you go ballistic,
Nasty, borderline sadistic,
As if somebody touched your stuff?
And yet when I hook on to you,
You will not let yourself be mine,
Take out your fears and draw a line
Between what you and I can do?
But freedom must be mut
Love is the slowest form of suicide
Your lips are laced with cyanide
But I'm still addicted to your kiss
And I can feel the tingle on my lips
I hear your lies inside my head
I know I'm alive but I feel dead
I can't take the pain you caused
Nothing can replace what I have lost
Each cut replaces what I use to know
The blood is so pretty against the snow
I can feel my heart beating faster
As I stare at my beautiful disaster
You were my favorite mistake
Now you're the cuts I have to make
Soon you'll be my favorite scar
I can't handle who you are
Outside you see my smiles; I'm faking!
Inside you can't see my pain; I'm breaking!
I'm good at hiding, great at pretending
No one knows my life is ending
I'm silent even when I'm screaming
I'm awake even when I'm dreaming
I'm not alive even when I'm breathing
My heart's broken even when it's beating
I feel the blood seep through the skin
You're every mark, every sin
You're the name my wrist is bleeding
You're the name my voice is screaming
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